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Hello. My name is Jessica, but please feel free to call me Jess if you'd like. I'm a California girl on the verge of adulthood. I became a fan of anime merely a couple years ago. I do enjoy many other forms of entertainment though.

I have made various attempts at drawing, and most of failed up until a while ago. You know what they say, "try, try again!". I like drawing even if I'm not the best at it, but my true passion lies with writing.
Let's just get this out before anything else:

I support gay rights.

If you do not agree with me, that is fine, I won't cram my opinions down your throat. All I ask is that if I am to respect you in your choices, please respect me with mine in return.

Thank you for reading!


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Wowie, I haven't written a journal on here since January!  I hope you guys didn't forget about me.  I am still alive and well, believe it or not.
Well, I suppose you all might want an update since I've been gone from contact here for so long, so here's the brief version:
Life is going on the same as usual except that I've moved back in with my mom-permanently.  Meaning I don't plan to ever live with my father again.  I would rather live in that stuffy old camper than have to forever endure the life my dad makes me suffer through.  He is gone on a vacation to visit family in Idaho for a week and a half so my mom and I plan to clean out my bedroom while he's away until there's nothing but an empty room left.
   In other news, on the second of April this year I uh... may have tried to off myself again.  It was unsuccessful, obviously, and I was nearly sent back to Sierra Vista, but it caused my mother to wake up a little, ya know?  She noticed just how out of control and depressing life was for me and finally did something to help me instead of avoiding the subject.  So yay mom.    Something else that's new is my new puppy.  I've saved up enough money to adopt and care for a Queensland Heeler Corgi, and I love him to bits.  He's only about five months old now, and he's a real sweetheart.  His name is Brazil, I call him "Brazii" for short most often though.    My Gymnastics coach found out about my home situation and offered me room in her house and a job once I turn 18, which will be in about 7 months.  Until then, I am paying for my dog's needs and my own with the $40 a month a receive from my mom's neighbors for cleaning their house once a week.

I'm...enduring life pretty well, I guess.  I'm on medication now, by the way.  It's helped a lot with the depression, and a tad bit with my anxiety.  I hope I can live long enough to get married,  to have kids, to become an author, to create a healthier personality, to create a life for myself.  If I end up bringing a gun to my head before I can do any of that...  I don't think I'll ever forgive myself.  It's a love/hate relationship with death.  Such a dark thing can seem so sweet and enthralling but it's all merely a trap, and I have to keep telling myself that constantly.

I trust that everyone on here is doing well?  I miss you guys like crazy, every last one of you.  Stop by and say hello sometime, I really do need the company, and friendship is the best medicine.

Love you all, always-
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undeadtyper Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015  Student General Artist
Happy Birthday XD
theSuzucorn Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist

thanks for sticking with me for so long~ <3
i recently made a Facebook page for my art, and it would be really great if you could support me on there as well ovo
i understand if you cant, or dont want to though
but ill be more active on there because its a lot easier, what with the Facebook app on my phone and all
anyway, yeah. thank you very much uvu

dichan85 Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
llama for llama???
100% return!
6,558 Badges sent, 6,542 Badges received :llama:
Honeylovescake Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
PastaAmore Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Honeylovescake Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
EXTERMINATE! :icondalekdanceplz: :icondalekdanceplz: :icondalekdanceplz: :icondalekdanceplz: :icondalekdanceplz: 
PastaAmore Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
:icon11thdoctorrageplz: so many...
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Kai-zee Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
HI owo
do you remember the pictures I drew for OSST?
Well I thought I could re-draw them (because I don't like the old versions and I actually think I improved a bit in drawing). Just wanted you to know ovo
How are you btw? I hope your fine ;w;
And I hope I can chat with you more often ;v;
PastaAmore Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Hi there! :D
Yeah I'm okay, life is just real busy for me right now.
I hope we can talk again soon though, I really miss being able to socialize with anyone on here ^^;
KrioLynn Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Saw something that said OSST and i decided to drop by and see what it was all about. Needless to say, it is no way similar to my OC Osst. Lol i just thought I should share.
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